Jennifer Morton's fan art

[Reply #40 on:]

...there's nothing good I can say about it.

You know the saying: "if you don't have anything good to say..."

[Reply #41 on:]

How is making fan art for one show so much different than making it for another? Every fandom has its downsides and its perks. Just because you are unable to recognize them doesn't mean they aren't there. And I don't think you've really got the right to criticize pandajenn for drawing things she enjoys (isn't that why you draw underage rape? ). As years pass, interests change, styles change and people move on. This doesn't make them lame-ass or any of their work shit, it simply means they've formed new interests - you know, like a normal, healthy person.

Forming an interest to My Little Pony is not normal or healthy.

Not because it's "for kids" or "for girls" it's because the fans are complete self entitled nutjobs.

Anything else would be normal.

[Reply #42 on:]

Don't mind Freako, a horse frightened him in those early impressionable years.

[Reply #43 on:]

Don't mind Freako, a horse frightened him in those early impressionable years.

I can ride a horse without a saddle.

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About last nights post, I'm just so sorry. I just reached a major breaking point. I've been dealing with so much stress from home and work and all the drama with Freako just pushed me over the edge.

I did attempt to end my life last night by taking pills and alcohol
(it's what killed my aunt, so I figured it was full proof) unfortunately, all it really did was make me violently ill. 

I'm not trying to get attention or anything, I just wanted to apologize for my behavior last night.

[Reply #45 on:]

O_O Jenn, ooh you've gone and made me really worried for you! Have you got some friends close by that you can talk to about it? Cause I'm feeling kinda useless with words at the moment. I just want to pull you in for a hug and lend you an ear to talk to and smack Freako upside the head.

Love and hugs to you Jen! I'm praying things start looking up for you! Don't give up!

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[Reply #46 on:]

O_O Jenn, ooh you've gone and made me really worried for you! Have you got some friends close by that you can talk to about it? Cause I'm feeling kinda useless with words at the moment. I just want to pull you in for a hug and lend you an ear to talk to and smack Freako upside the head.

Love and hugs to you Jen! I'm praying things start looking up for you! Don't give up!

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I'm not blaming Freako or anyone for that matter. It was just a case of bad timing and crap piling on top of more crap.

I don't have too many friends offline, aside from my co workers. In any case, I don't want to drag them into my drama crap. I'm sorry I dragged it onto you guys. When I reach certain point, where I just can't control my own emotional vomit, I do stupid crap.

Thank you for the kind words and I wish you were here too,  because I could sure use a hug more than anything right now. *hug*

[Reply #47 on:]

I did attempt to end my life last night by taking pills and alcohol
(it's what killed my aunt, so I figured it was full proof) fortunately , all it really did was make me violently ill.  

FIRST  of all, I fixed that one for you.
SECOND when you are in such a mood, "do not wish to involve others in my drama" is the completely wrong strategy. When being left with the own thoughts in such a mood, your above text obviously shows the results and plans one comes up with. Plans that should never (and in your case -luckily-) be "successfully" executed.

So, for the love of Pete -and I just credit myself to speak on behalf of Peel right now- rather bother other folks with your "drama", before getting such "ideas". Peelers have gone over lenghty rants for far less than your situation, and no one complained about it, or was annoyed by it.

Anyway, I wish you the best, and I hope enough to cheer you up will happen to you asaP.

[Reply #48 on:]

Hope you feel better soon, Jenn. When you get through this, you'll be a stronger person. If I get some time, I'll do a little sketchie for you.

[Reply #49 on:]

Yeah, as others have said, don't let the emotional "vomit" build up so much that you might try to do something harmful to yourself, again.

[Reply #50 on:]

Jennifer, believe it or not, but I know where you're coming from. I may not have had any major depression issues personally that involve said... attempts at ending one's life, but I do know people that have gone down that path. It's not easy, and I do know that sometimes just ending it is the easiest thing to do. But it's not the right way. It never is.

The path will be long and difficult, but in order for you to start getting back on with your life normally is to solve these issues. And you shouldn't be alone when you do. Surely you must have some relatives or friends you can talk to? Maybe even a counsellor or a psychologist? My point is, money or no money, you need to get this sorted out. Suicide is not the answer.

You show extraordinary talent in your drawings. They have such great detail, such depth and meaning - great storytelling. Do you really want to throw all of that away? Not only that, but your life? All that you've worked so hard for? Your friends and family, talent and personality - all gone? Did you even stop to think what the world would be like without you in it? What difference you could make? What friends and family you would lose - how they would react to your loss? Dammit, girl, you need to think before you act!

Even if you are enraged and upset and angry, suicide is not the answer to those problems! You have a whole life ahead of you - do something with it! Go places, see the world, take opportunities whenever you can see them! Live your life the way it was meant to be - not through sorrow and hate and a want for instant death. Love your life - embrace it. Even if things don't work out like they should, that doesn't mean you have to take it so seriously. Accept whatever happened and move on. Do what needs to be done next.

I believe in you, Jenn. You can make it through this. Just be resilient; believe in yourself. Don't let your emotions control you.

I hope you've already talked to someone close to you about this; and I hope you've spoken with a doctor to make sure you're alright after taking those pills. So don't do anything else rash, ok? Be positive, no matter what. Look at everything from a positive aspect. Live your life normally and put all of this behind you.

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About last nights post, I'm just so sorry. I just reached a major breaking point. I've been dealing with so much stress from home and work and all the drama with Freako just pushed me over the edge.

I did attempt to end my life last night by taking pills and alcohol
(it's what killed my aunt, so I figured it was full proof) unfortunately, all it really did was make me violently ill.  

I'm not trying to get attention or anything, I just wanted to apologize for my behavior last night.

I don't want to poke my nose where it doesn't belong, but as someone still struggling with depression, I feel you.

Suicide is not the answer, as Meerkat rightly said.

I know it can be incredibly difficult, and you can feel like no-ones there for you, but all of us here on PEEL want to help you get through this because we know that you're worth it. We all believe in you Jenn, you can beat this. No matter how bad you feel, I promise you, as someone who has been where you have, that it really really will get better.

[Reply #52 on:]

I don't know what to say Jenn, I've been in your place and I'm so glad you still here breathing, suicide is never the answer (even if I'm the worst person for say that). I can say you should talk it with someone near to you about your feelings. (At least with some friends, or get professional help,unlike me because I still havin problems for pay to a doctor ).

Anyway if you need to cry or vent,at least I'm here even if I'm not close and I'm just a huge fan of your art but,seriously I understand you how you're feeling about the stress in your life. Is YOUR life ,you're the only who can manage it,please don't let others to control you or say what you have or don't have to do,like, think or draw.

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« Reply #28 on: 12-11-2013 18:38 »

« Reply #29 on: 05-02-2014 02:41 »

What part of "thread necromancy is my thing" do you asslords not get?

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But seriously, welcome back, pandajenn SpicyPanda DemonJenn SpicyDemon.

[Reply #54 on:]

Hey guys, I'm back. I know it's been a long time so I doubt any of you would remember me.
I was Jennifer Morton (Jennifer Carnivele now)

So I have some updates. 1. I have some new art to share, which I'll post in the fan art area soon. and very recently, I took over The futurama Outlet, for those who remember that site.
No worries, I have permission from the original owner. So yeah, it's up and running again.

New url: https://spicydemon.000webhostapp.com/outlet.html

Sadly I'm too broke for a fancy domain name. If anyone knows where I can get one for free, please let me know?

Anyway I look forward to talking with y'all again.  smile


Oh way, one more thing... is there an admit that can change my screen name? It's SpicyDemon now. I haven't been "PandaJenn" in years. I'd prefer not to use it for personal reasons. Thanks

[Reply #55 on:]

Well, some of us remember you, Spicy Demon

...I took over The futurama Outlet, for those who remember that site.

Oh, wow!  That's really cool.

Unfortunately, not changing user names has been a rule on Peel since forever, with only two exceptions I can think of since I joined in 2010.  You might plead your case with Tweek, as he's the only ubermod who still seems to visit.

In any case, welcome back!

[Reply #56 on:]

Hey guys, I'm back. I know it's been a long time so I doubt any of you would remember me.
I was Jennifer Morton (Jennifer Carnivele now)

So I have some updates. 1. I have some new art to share, which I'll post in the fan art area soon. and very recently, I took over The futurama Outlet, for those who remember that site.
No worries, I have permission from the original owner. So yeah, it's up and running again.

New url: https://spicydemon.000webhostapp.com/outlet.html

Sadly I'm too broke for a fancy domain name. If anyone knows where I can get one for free, please let me know?

Anyway I look forward to talking with y'all again.  smile


Oh way, one more thing... is there an admit that can change my screen name? It's SpicyDemon now. I haven't been "PandaJenn" in years. I'd prefer not to use it for personal reasons. Thanks

Hasn't TFO been down for like 15 years?  Did you ever hang out in #futuramachat?

Link for new TFO?

At any rate, welcome back!

[Reply #57 on:]

Waitaminute... you didn't restore the site from a backup?  You rebuilt it from scratch using the Wayback Machine???  Hardcore!  And congratulations

[Reply #58 on:]

Sorry I missed the link, I was glancing through your post.  Looks pretty much like how I remember it, nice work. 

What is your focus for reopening TFO?  I've made at least two futuramaesque flash games, if you'd like to steal them.

You could also post this in the futurama website forum; there may even be a thread for TFO there.  It's been a long time since I talked wildly about futurama websites.  At one point the webmaster of zapp&kifforama sent me the whole sote bundled up.  I also contributed a small bit to SA and SSF.  Neat stuff, and would love to hear more!

[Reply #59 on:]

Jenn, I posted the news in the PEEL group on facebook, but FB thinks the link is malicious and is blocking it.  Any idea why?

[Reply #60 on:]

Waitaminute... you didn't restore the site from a backup?  You rebuilt it from scratch using the Wayback Machine???  Hardcore!  And congratulations

Yeah. I didn't have access to a back up, but I managed. Thanks ^^

[Reply #61 on:]

Jenn, I posted the news in the PEEL group on facebook, but FB thinks the link is malicious and is blocking it.  Any idea why?

Uh oh. Can't say that I do. It's a free hosting site and I haven't had this type of issue with it before. I appreciate the gesture.

[Reply #62 on:]

What is the url for the facebook group? I can't seem to find it.
Also... looks like I'll have to repost my art on here. Damn you Photobucket!

[Reply #63 on:]

Yes, Photobucket is utter crap.  For some reason I think there's a common owner with imgur.com, but the latter is far superior.  If you upload a photo to imgur you do *not* have to "publish" it to post it here, just let the upload complete, right-click on the image and choose "view image", then use that URL in img tags here.

The FB PEEL group is a closed one.  A member has to invite someone to join, then an admin completes the process.  Caution: it's an extremely low-traffic group, with, idk, one or two posts every month or two.  However, there are ~100 Peelers in it, so they'll all see new posts.

If you're interested in spite of the fact that it's essentially static, my FB page is in my Peel profile and if you send me a friend request I can invite you.  Or anyone else who's interested

[Reply #64 on:]

It's all good. I got my stash at Deviant Art. Been using that mostly anyways.

Friend request sent!

Hoping the outlet will be as popular now as it was back in the day. Might be tough considering it's been like, 15 years and most the people who do remember it,  seem to have left the fandom behind long ago.

[Reply #65 on:]

Sorry I missed the link, I was glancing through your post.  Looks pretty much like how I remember it, nice work. 

What is your focus for reopening TFO?  I've made at least two futuramaesque flash games, if you'd like to steal them.

You could also post this in the futurama website forum; there may even be a thread for TFO there.  It's been a long time since I talked wildly about futurama websites.  At one point the webmaster of zapp&kifforama sent me the whole sote bundled up.  I also contributed a small bit to SA and SSF.  Neat stuff, and would love to hear more!

Thanks! Oh yes I would love to include your flash games. Especially since I was unable to salvage the games that were there. Thanks for the offer!

[Reply #66 on:]

I probably had those games at one point...  they probably disappeared across time.

[Reply #67 on:]

I probably had those games at one point...  they probably disappeared across time.

Yeah.

I'll be happy to post your games. The contribution is much appreciated.
Do you have download links? Or you can email them. spiceddemon@gmail.com either way.

[Reply #68 on:]

Email sent.  Perhaps I'll make more some day.

[Reply #69 on:]

So this place seems quieter... does anyone still come around here anymore?

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Yes, but it is quieter.  Check out off topic.

[Reply #71 on:]

I'm here. Hello

[Reply #72 on:]

So this place seems quieter... does anyone still come around here anymore?

I'm happy to see you're still alive.

[Reply #73 on:]

I'm happy to see you're still alive.  Missed you buddy!

[Reply #74 on:]

I've been trying since 2018 to get back into this forum. Thankfully, I was finally able to make it back in here!

So, some updates. First off, I'm back to my former persona as PandaJenn (should never have abandoned it to begin with.) I also, go by Jennifer Carnivele now and lastly, that Futurama art site I mentioned years back... finally launched it last December! https://pandajenn.neocities.org/futurama/index.html you all can finally view my full collection of Futurama Fanart

One final update, I have gone full content creator! I would post my main site link but I'm pretty sure I would get banned for doing so. (as some of the content there is not quite SFW) I will, however post the link to my webcomic and my YouTube channel so y'all can get a taste of what I've been up to.

Simply Panda Jenn http://pandajenn.thecomicseries.com/
YouTube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClPuAHGd5nawji6fXPU7r-g

As I said before, once a Futurama fan, always a Futurama fan! Even if I may stray from her for long stretches' of time, know that I will always return!

[Reply #75 on:]

That's okay.  So do we, so far.  Cool you posted again, and congrats on getting your account.

[Reply #76 on:]

That's okay.  So do we, so far.  Cool you posted again, and congrats on getting your account.

Thank you!

[Reply #77 on:]

I don't remember you, but welcome back! 

[Reply #78 on:]

I don't remember you, but welcome back! 

Thank you and nice to meet you!

[Reply #79 on:]

That's okay.  So do we, so far.  Cool you posted again, and congrats on getting your account.

Thank you!